After I finished high school, things really started to get out of control. I didn’t have a job, I was eating whatever I wanted, drinking ALOT of coke with sugar and barely moved away from my computer. This ended up in weight gain, and it took me a long time to realize how big I had gotten. I think maybe I didn’t want to realize it at first because I was extremely depressed and head deep in denial. I just wanted to comfort myself with whatever I could to endure “the pain of life”. This is back in 2011 and 2012. By the time I did realize how big I was, I felt powerless and in shock.
I think the first time I started the first round of weight loss was in 2013. I used “Herbalife” and went down from 80 kg to around 65 – 70 kg.
NB: I realize the pictures underneath don’t show a person who is seriously obese or anything, but to go from being pretty small to this ‒ without even realizing it ‒ terrified me.