A very painful and stressful month

I don't even know where to start. I am extremely tired and mentally drained in every way possible. I don't even know how to feel or react to anything at his point.
My PC-setup while living with my parents

Preparing for the move

After the wedding I could finally start planning my move to Germany. That meant I had to start selling as much as possible, since I would not be able to easily move it over to South Germany without spending alot of money on transport. After I had sold as much as possible, I had to pack up the stuff I wanted to keep and store it at my parents basement. And it was ALOT of stuff to go through. Some stuff I also just threw away at the junk yard.

I lost my job

In the middle of all the preperation, my boss suddenly calls me into a meeting and told me that I would not be allowed to work remotely from Germany after all, even though this had been the plan for YEARS. Suddenly they had now decided that they wanted people to be in the office more so that we could do better team work. And even though I partly understand it, the timing for this message was strange since it happen just when I told my job I was finally ready to move to Germany. So that of course made me feel betrayed and I can’t say it’s been very easy to deliver top quality work lately. It simply unmotivating to work for someone like this, when you have truly tried to give it your all and this is how you get repayed. Thanks.

It took some weeks for this to sink in properly, and I feel more stable now, but it still stings. I do however try my best to continue doing as good of a job as I can.

Moving in with my parents

I was not going back to Germany till the first week of December. So since I had decided to move out of my apartment a bit early, I had to move in with my parents for a few days. I setup my computer in the guest room and used the bed as a chair. Soon I will have to format it and give it to my dad since it’s too big to bring with me to Germany.

It’s been a bit nice to spend time with my parents before I go, and I’ve had express delivery on clean clothes (cause my mom wash them so quickly)! I have truly felt like a teenager again.

Before I moved in with them, I was on a cut, but it’s been impossible to maintain it. I will just have to restart the cut once I have setteled down properly in Germany.

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