My boyfriend was finally able to visit me, for the first time, this christmas! He stayed for two weeks, and it was very hard to let him go again. The time after that has been hard and empty. To be honest: I’m stuggeling very hard right now, and I simply don’t know how to keep going most days. Still, I’m trying to see the best in life and to look forward. It’s just getting harder and harder for each passing day …